So now that elco is done (YAY) life is smoothing out getting ready to leave for ithaca is getting closer now but there's something that i realized while staying here.
As much as i stated i hated being here after lighting my last gig for work at west high which went well by the way you can check it out on my youtube account(http://www.youtube.com/user/thebkhasegawa) anyways......... the last two years and the three years i spent at that theatre in hs became such a precious memory and experience for me. I wont even lie i didnt even have to perform anything yesterday at the showcase but i was nervous,excited, pumped,sad and every other emotion before the show started and when it ended it really didn't sink in but now i think about it my last show now im closing another chapter in my life and especially a big part of my life if you will. I was so excited to do this show and i was so anxious to go back to the theatre and work on the showcase and once i finished programing the show after some long hours i realized this is it...my last show and it def sunk hard in my heart. And its like as much as i say i hated rehearsals or the fact that we had some or complaining about how much i hated some stuff from shows and cast and whatever in the end i realized the theatre is the place for me id trade in all my schools day to be in the theatre all day and staying the last two years and getting more experience and time to figure out my life im sure now and i can say this is the path i want to take.
I just wanted to take the time to thank everyone who helped me get this far. As i get closer to my goals and dreams. I especially want to thank my boss/drama teacher that got me here and the play production class even tho at times i felt like strangling you guys, you guys will always have a special place in my heart and definitely made my last two years such an awesome experience.
the 5 years at the theatre at whs an experience ill never forget and will always carry those memories with me thank you so much for what you have brought to my life and as much as i dont want to leave it i gotta take this opportunity and the chance i been given to go do something great for theatre. I def will not let anyone down and carry that fatass chip on my shoulder and prevail. So everyone at home please keep believing in me and for all you doubters keep on doubting me because when i succeed you'll feel dumb for doubting me. ha but yeah i feel like im rambling now so im gonna stop now but on a side note going to ithaca this thursday and friday for orientation excitedd baby (:
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